Apr. 8th, 2017

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There is something unnerving about totally pissing someone off just by virtue of.. being tired? I can't help being tired, or not being chatty when I'm in a downswing. It's literally at the level of "do I want to stay awake and keep moving" or "do I want to maintain these conversations" some days, today of which is one of them.

I'm not going to apologise for being sick. I don't even have the energy to do my usual "I'm sorry you're upset!" appeasement dance. But it's just very much, like.. I don't like this, either, so why get mad at me?

IDK, IDK. I'm so fucking exhausted, and sleep lately hasn't done jack. But I ate breakfast and I ate lunch and I am eating dinner, and I haven't had pain from any of it. so, that's good.
hera: chel holdin' apple (Default)
Great mood yesterday low key extended sulk today. I think that dealing with this morning just wore me the fuck out. Which: already tired this morning, haha, it wouldn't be surprising if it did.

But I am still going to go get ice-cream with people, I think, because.. idk, even when my brain is making extended whining noises about interacting with people, I still crave company? It's silly, I'm silly, everything is silly, especially the fact I can barely keep my eyes open tonight.


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