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It is getting to the point that it feels like everyone I know is some stripe of suicidal, and it's not fair to make this about me, but - it's driving me absolutely batshit, oh my god. There is very little you can do to help people with mental illnesses, except be a support, and.. it is deeply aggravating to deal with this, in that someone can seem perfectly fine one day, and then dead the next, and there's nothing you can do about it, because that's how suicide works.

It's just stressful. And there's nothing I can do about it, so it really shouldn't be stressful, but here we are, haha. My sister keeps telling me I need to just try to relax, and friends keep telling me I seem really high strung lately, and it's like.. y, but it's kind of hard not to be when 90% of the people I know are messes, and my health is rupturing even further into a dumpster fire, haha. God.

(I'm not in a mood, bad or otherwise! I'm exhausted, but I feel fine, I'm just.. faintly incredulous over Yet Another Suicidal Reveal. I do not try to pick up mentally ill folks as my friends, I am not mentally ill, I'm not sure how this has really happened.)

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